Post by SAR01 on Oct 28, 2017 13:23:06 GMT -5
original post January 8th, 2013, 7:01 pm #1
I held off posting this, but it is still with me so I am open to help from the interpreters.
it was a lovely sunny day, I remember smell the air , clean...spring like and the leaves were so green and there was a slight breeze.
I was in a small down town area, though I do not know why, but I was enjoying the day, and people watching. I was drawn to a candy apple red truck, regular full size pick up, parked in front of a store, and a young mom was sitting in the drivers side and was holding up a baby about 7-10 months old. one old enough to stand up if he was supported, or by hanging onto the edge of the open window. Mom was laughing and the baby was bouncing up and down...I leaned back against a tree, just watching them and thinking how wonderful life could still be.
things happened so fast, I do not know where he came from but a man with older clothes farming or construction type clothes, and a cap on, was at the truck door and he had a weapon but I do not know what it was, only knew she was scared to death and covering the child and trying to side away from the door. I could feel the menacing and he was screaming at her, he was going to kill her and that POS baby!.
I never even thought, I was there, in 2 leaps, I stood behind him and and screamed loud as I could..."HEY"!
he turned on me and I had my gun drawn and was so totally focused on him, his breathing, and his muscles cause in one step he could over power me, I wanted to give her time to move away from the window with the baby.
he said to me, you think you and that little f ing gun is going to stop me? you just signed your death warrant!?
he lunged at me so fast, and I fired...one shot...direct hit... middle of forehead...perfect circle, no blood....this all happened in slow motion.
I could feel the tension in the pull of the trigger,
I could feel the recoil of the gun going off...
I could feel how tight I had a hold of the pistol grips....I could see his look of complete surprise as he looked at me and realized I shot him.
All in slow motion, I looked at the truck, could not see the woman or the child, and I looked back to him, still in slow motion, then my instinct said...OMG he is going to start to bleed... and I woke myself up before I saw any blood.
the whole time everything was extra colorful, extra intense on everything.
ok, I can see so many symbolic things here, but before I post will see what anyone else shares.
in real life I have never shot anyone or thing and never expect to, but always practice in case I ever HAVE to use it for self defense.
Important, I would not, could not legally shot him for screaming and threatening the woman and child, I only pulled the trigger when he lunged at me. (self defense)
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January 8th, 2013, 8:21 pm #2
wanted to post this one here too, I had this one
a few weeks back
I dreamed I was giving a gun safety class. it was so real.... there were several ladies and one was very young and pretty, she had a suitcase type thing filled with "pretty" little guns. sterling silver barrels and white ivory grips and gold trim. she was all gushing over how pretty her guns were.
I got up in her face and said .."do you know those "pretty" little guns pack a recoil that will knock you on your pretty little A$$!" I was so upset with her... and I woke up!
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Unread post January 9th, 2013, 1:17 pm #3
I have been taught that you aim a gun at another human being only when you intend to shoot to kill.
I am not a violent person by nature. Angry, sometimes, but not violent. I do not want to hurt/kill anyone. They have as much right to live as I do. I won't feel sorry for someone who decided to violate my right to life.
When I was growing up my mother taught us what her father taught Mom and her siblings: Don't start a fight...but don't run from one, either. That, SAR, is why I probably stood up that day at school that you remember.
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Unread post June 29th, 2015, 3:20 pm #4
Did you ever figure out how to interpret your dreams, Sue? I just read them again. So intense. I feel it as I read it, even now. I still can't offer an interpretation, though.
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Unread post June 29th, 2015, 3:39 pm #5
no... long forgotten now what I thought it ment I might try to interpret later just too much going on here.. (you know how that can be!)
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Unread post June 29th, 2015, 10:34 pm #6
Yeah. I do.
I held off posting this, but it is still with me so I am open to help from the interpreters.
it was a lovely sunny day, I remember smell the air , clean...spring like and the leaves were so green and there was a slight breeze.
I was in a small down town area, though I do not know why, but I was enjoying the day, and people watching. I was drawn to a candy apple red truck, regular full size pick up, parked in front of a store, and a young mom was sitting in the drivers side and was holding up a baby about 7-10 months old. one old enough to stand up if he was supported, or by hanging onto the edge of the open window. Mom was laughing and the baby was bouncing up and down...I leaned back against a tree, just watching them and thinking how wonderful life could still be.
things happened so fast, I do not know where he came from but a man with older clothes farming or construction type clothes, and a cap on, was at the truck door and he had a weapon but I do not know what it was, only knew she was scared to death and covering the child and trying to side away from the door. I could feel the menacing and he was screaming at her, he was going to kill her and that POS baby!.
I never even thought, I was there, in 2 leaps, I stood behind him and and screamed loud as I could..."HEY"!
he turned on me and I had my gun drawn and was so totally focused on him, his breathing, and his muscles cause in one step he could over power me, I wanted to give her time to move away from the window with the baby.
he said to me, you think you and that little f ing gun is going to stop me? you just signed your death warrant!?
he lunged at me so fast, and I fired...one shot...direct hit... middle of forehead...perfect circle, no blood....this all happened in slow motion.
I could feel the tension in the pull of the trigger,
I could feel the recoil of the gun going off...
I could feel how tight I had a hold of the pistol grips....I could see his look of complete surprise as he looked at me and realized I shot him.
All in slow motion, I looked at the truck, could not see the woman or the child, and I looked back to him, still in slow motion, then my instinct said...OMG he is going to start to bleed... and I woke myself up before I saw any blood.
the whole time everything was extra colorful, extra intense on everything.
ok, I can see so many symbolic things here, but before I post will see what anyone else shares.
in real life I have never shot anyone or thing and never expect to, but always practice in case I ever HAVE to use it for self defense.
Important, I would not, could not legally shot him for screaming and threatening the woman and child, I only pulled the trigger when he lunged at me. (self defense)
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January 8th, 2013, 8:21 pm #2
wanted to post this one here too, I had this one
a few weeks back
I dreamed I was giving a gun safety class. it was so real.... there were several ladies and one was very young and pretty, she had a suitcase type thing filled with "pretty" little guns. sterling silver barrels and white ivory grips and gold trim. she was all gushing over how pretty her guns were.
I got up in her face and said .."do you know those "pretty" little guns pack a recoil that will knock you on your pretty little A$$!" I was so upset with her... and I woke up!
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Unread post January 9th, 2013, 1:17 pm #3
I have been taught that you aim a gun at another human being only when you intend to shoot to kill.
I am not a violent person by nature. Angry, sometimes, but not violent. I do not want to hurt/kill anyone. They have as much right to live as I do. I won't feel sorry for someone who decided to violate my right to life.
When I was growing up my mother taught us what her father taught Mom and her siblings: Don't start a fight...but don't run from one, either. That, SAR, is why I probably stood up that day at school that you remember.
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Unread post June 29th, 2015, 3:20 pm #4
Did you ever figure out how to interpret your dreams, Sue? I just read them again. So intense. I feel it as I read it, even now. I still can't offer an interpretation, though.
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Unread post June 29th, 2015, 3:39 pm #5
no... long forgotten now what I thought it ment I might try to interpret later just too much going on here.. (you know how that can be!)
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Unread post June 29th, 2015, 10:34 pm #6
Yeah. I do.