Post by SAR01 on Aug 10, 2021 16:18:21 GMT -5
I can;t write this with out tears flowing... so here goes...
on Thurs when I was running nuts cleaning, I noticed Miss Angie was looking a bit rotund.. she was always the friendly one, the one accepting all new kittens that came along, and she loved people....
I just figured she was gaining weight with her elderly years.... the next day she was bigger and the next day bigger.. but wanted food, and all systems still working... so I called a few cat people and vets techs.. and my worst fear was manifesting. She has FIP (wet). this a a death sentence and rather quick one... but I will not wait and have her suffer. but the hardest part is it very contagious, and my cats are elderly except a very few..... so I am looking into a tractor that might dig a communal grave for them, so they can go out as they lived..together....
I do not have to do it today or tomorrow (except for Angie) but I have time to get prepared for the exist days for them.
I have always felt I would lose they pretty much all at once.... and since I KNOW they outcome of FIP I can get the job done that needs done and morne, then start the next phase of my life. I will put time into my home and fix up everything.. and since I will not be needing all this house and land, I will seriously look at home closer to Heather..... so if I post today is the day or please for me.... you will know what is going on with me...
Again, I might have a few weeks to get ready as no others are showing the pot belly like Angie.. but they are showing signs of the "wasting disease" the beginning of FIP dry...
So I have had some heavy tears today.... but I know this too will pass and deep down I know I have to release a lot from the past.
on Thurs when I was running nuts cleaning, I noticed Miss Angie was looking a bit rotund.. she was always the friendly one, the one accepting all new kittens that came along, and she loved people....
I just figured she was gaining weight with her elderly years.... the next day she was bigger and the next day bigger.. but wanted food, and all systems still working... so I called a few cat people and vets techs.. and my worst fear was manifesting. She has FIP (wet). this a a death sentence and rather quick one... but I will not wait and have her suffer. but the hardest part is it very contagious, and my cats are elderly except a very few..... so I am looking into a tractor that might dig a communal grave for them, so they can go out as they lived..together....
I do not have to do it today or tomorrow (except for Angie) but I have time to get prepared for the exist days for them.
I have always felt I would lose they pretty much all at once.... and since I KNOW they outcome of FIP I can get the job done that needs done and morne, then start the next phase of my life. I will put time into my home and fix up everything.. and since I will not be needing all this house and land, I will seriously look at home closer to Heather..... so if I post today is the day or please for me.... you will know what is going on with me...
Again, I might have a few weeks to get ready as no others are showing the pot belly like Angie.. but they are showing signs of the "wasting disease" the beginning of FIP dry...
So I have had some heavy tears today.... but I know this too will pass and deep down I know I have to release a lot from the past.